This year Adam was very excited, because as a seventh grader, he is eligible to play sports for his middle school. He's been dying to make the basketball team, and for the last month or so, he has been getting up early with Brad, Jess, and Pep and going with them to early-morning seminary so he could practice basketball in the church gym from six to seven every morning.
This week was the tryouts, and he's been staying after school the last couple of days to try out. Every evening, he'd give me a run-down on what he'd done well, what he wished he'd done better, and he was so excited today because they were going to tell them who made the team. He told me this morning that if he wasn't on the school bus this afternoon, it was because he'd made the team and he'd be asked to stay after for practice. I sent him off to school with a high-five and lots of positive energy that I would see him LATER tonight, after he'd made the team.
Well, he was on the school bus. After all his hard work, he didn't make the team.
It must have been a very long ride home for him on that darn bus. As soon as he walked through the front door, his eyes filled with tears and he had the break-down he'd probably been wanting to have for the last hour. My heart just broke for him--his disappointment filled the whole house. I hugged him and talked to him and hugged him some more, but there was nothing I could really do to make him feel better. He just wanted to sit in the den with the doors closed and cry. And I couldn't really blame him.
I called Brad at work and we came up with the only consolation we could think of--dinner at the local Chinese Buffet. It's Adam's favorite.
So, we went and Adam drowned his sorrows in plate after plate of Chinese noodles and Kung Pao chicken. Grandma Larson was there too, so he got lots of good sympathy.
Sigh. Sometimes being a mom rips your heart out.